Do You Think of Me?

I consider myself to be a pretty intentional person and maybe that’s just a misconceived self reflection… but I often try my best. If I tell someone, we need to have you over for dinner or let’s hang out, I will often make the plans right away because I want to say things that I...

Motherhood.

EIGHT MONTHS. Eden is 8 months now. I repeat, 8 months. I can't believe how fast time has gone by and as routine as each day gets, I find myself trying to grasp onto the moments of her being this small, vulnerable and dependent on me. Over the last 8 months, I can honestly say...

Baby Steps

Baby steps is definitely the phrase that describes both Eden and my life right now, mainly because with the phrase comes the idea of grace for me. It's really funny because as a mom, I celebrate every little success that Eden has but I critique myself so hard when I fail in my own eyes....

New mommy loneliness

Honestly, I feel alone. I love my baby girl and I never thought I could love anything as much as I love her. But I feel alone.  I feel alone when my husband tells me to chill out or relax. I spent 9 months preparing myself to be a mom - telling myself to not...

Another year wiser?

26.  July 29 marks the day that I was born. But as I grow older, the day becomes less of a big and fun festivity and more of a count of how old I'm getting. hahaha. I know, 26 is not that old but I feel it. But as I get older, I realize there's...

One Month and finally processing.

Can you believe that today is March 3? Because I can't... This last month has been such a whirlwind of events and my body has taken most of the hit. My mind, my body and my soul feels as if it's at it's lowest. And honestly, I just want to curl into a ball or...

Who I Am – Uniquely Made

Before I formed you in the womb I knew you,     before you were born I set you apart;     I appointed you as a prophet to the nations. Jeremiah 1:5 Who Am I?  Every once in awhile, I go through this identity crisis where I question who I am, what I'm doing with my life, where I'm going....

Scars.

For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Ephesians 6:12 Spiritual Warfare - It's real.  I think in America, the busyness of life as well as our access to knowledge (science,...

Pride.

It's been awhile since I've written. I think I need to get back into writing a bit more. It certainly helped me get all of the crazy thoughts I had in my head out and helped me process things a bit more. So, if you guys don't hear me writing for awhile- keep me accountable....

Love being made perfect.

"Love is never stationary. In the end, love doesn’t just keep thinking about it or keep planning for it. Simply put: love does." Bob Goff Negativity and disharmony has been killing my vibe today. I suck at loving people, but even in my annoyance with people I know the issue generally lies within my inability...